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Yesterday's Coffee
01:55
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Yesterday’s Coffee.
I’ve stopped talking to myself when I’m alone
Is this a sign that I’ve hit a new low?
These pages hide meaning that I’ve been trying to find.
Locked in the past, the revolving door of suicide.
I pray to myself I’m fine
So I won’t get out of bed today
To drink yesterday’s coffee
While I contemplate my life again
These thoughts are swimming around in my head
If everything is wonderful how come I wish
I was dead?
My heart is bound to fold soon.
Never speaking unless spoken to.
Keep quiet, push it down, and try to organize the mess
Don’t ask, I’ll lie to you to make you forget about your stress.
Keep quiet, push it down, and try to organize the mess
Don’t ask, I’ll lie to you and make you forget about me
So I won’t get out of bed today
To drink yesterday’s coffee
While I contemplate my life again
These thoughts are swimming around in my head
If everything is wonderful how come I wish
I was dead?
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Don't Fix Me
02:36
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Don’t Fix Me
I wanna do nothing with you
Embrace our faults and laugh them off
Yeah we need therapy, but we’re too afraid to start
Convince ourselves we’re fine but we know we’re not.
That’s where the trauma starts
Don’t fix me
I’m broken beyond repair
I’ll shut down
The moment I’m aware
Acknowledge these faults
Please let me
Be alone forever
Or you’ll acknowledge my company.
Just like night we read each other queer poetry
I was lost in your voice
Hanging on to every word.
Falling to the rhythm that you spoke to me.
Just speak to me
The silhouette against the wall
Is where we begin
Our fall.
Don’t fix me
I’m broken beyond repair
I’ll shut down
The moment I’m aware
acknowledge these faults
Please let me
Be alone forever
Or you’ll acknowledge my company.
Just speak to me.
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